Wednesday, April 4, 2007

numinous

I admit, I think God is slightly sad that I don't seek any kind of spiritual comfort. Must be why nothing seems to be going as planned. I need to believe I can.

I got here on my own accord and there isn't a mysterious being that did this work for me. I must have miscalculated on the way. Crap. I need to work harder.

God is punishing me because I strayed. I must pray more and follow what we've been taught in Church. He will guide me through this. Amen.

I need to believe I can.

2 comments:

Kristan said...

Hmm... Interesting. I'm not gonna lie, I hope this isn't one of those 'from personal experience' ones. But it's an interesting perspective.

Angie said...

Haha, no. It's several different perspectives that I believe exist.